meh

kind of a horrible day.  again.

shake

funny how life hits you hard.  While staring at a hospital bill for 60,000 dollars I can't help but think

(this is not where I thought I'd be)

mostly I just wanna toss out my past, throw it all away, leave leave leave.
I feel sick tonight.  Earlier I felt great.  It's like my stomach has to rebel against all the happiness I was feeling earlier, can't let me just FEEL GOOD for once.

meh.  I was feeling all hopeful and excited for the future and whatnot too.
now I just feel awful. 

okay enough complaining.  tomorrow is another day and I WILL feel better.

I freaking hope so.

About the only constant in my life

is music.  This is a song I used to listen to in junior high.

another day

drags slowly on. I wanna run away.

a vegetarian since the invasion

bad mood music

at least it's warm nowadays.  High of  '75 - Relient K

well

I'm taking my meds and all, and I'm not as hyped up, which could be a good thing (some would say a VERY good thing) but my blog posts are probably about to get way less interesting.  I have a nice $58,000 hospital bill to attempt to pay off.   It's a stressful thing, being an adult.  I wish this would have happened when I was younger and still on my parents' health insurance.

I am back

back in Fargo, on meds for good this time.   hopefully I can fix some damaged relationships up here.  A fantastic song by the Smiths, all for you!

didn't you know?

I love you

This is what it's like

on my four hour walk last night

my headphones threw me some crazy good music
the sun is coming up!

Less chasing

914 12th Avenue

I need sleep

if it happens baby I don't even wanna know

I'd let you go but darling I don't know if I can live without you

...

Thanks to Stephen for introducing me to Brother Ali.

Put this in your speakers!

stop talking so much and crank up the music!

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

soon winter will be over

New Year's Resolution Part One

For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in. Matthew 25:35

I think this is beautiful.  There are kind, generous people in the world.

new again

A little more uplifting, much more positive, and just better.  I'm restarting my blog, with a new outlook on life.

exciting! can't wait to start writing again!