I have always been impressed
with how you
wield your shrugs
your careful smiles
how your handshakes are
always the right amount
of indifferent
I would have liked to see
you
dancing oblivious
window-shades open
I would have liked to see
you
drunk
you manifest unknowable
you doorless wall
all hard edges and
unfathomably
blank
eyes
I would have liked to see
you unmasked
shaking your fist at god
feet bloodied from kicking
mirrors
having finally reached the
realization that
sometimes there just
isn't enough apathy
to go around
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trying to study. Whenever I'm writing a poem and it seems kind of boring I fix it by making it ridiculously melodramatic and I think maybe that is not the right way to go about things. also, I will be buying my tickets to Korea at some point this week. kinda nervous. I have never really traveled without my parents and that is sad.
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