there's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost

see it's like this

you want to be exceptional

but you're afraid you can't pull it off

you feed me novels of your past

refusing to entertain a stage of future hopes

you walk instead of dance

and you envy those with enough audacity

to fake rhythm

while yours sleeps in your bones

deep and deep and deep

you dream of apples

and leave the branches unshaken

you invite stagnancy in as an old friend

and are too polite to kick him out

when he's overstayed his welcome

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(I thought I was writing this for you, but it may have been for the me I used to be)

the weekend was just so amazing I don't wanna go back to normal days...